A threat to kill

Today marks an interesting day in my life. Just a few minutes ago, someone very close to my heart threatened to kill me. I am not joking! The feeling of betrayal, being taken for granted and back stabbing is all i could feel at that very moment of this encounter. His failure to achieve personal goals, low self esteem, a hurt ego is all i could attribute towards this encounter with my supposedly would be hacker. Haiya! yani shit happens. I am at peace knowing i did what I could do, gave all i could possibly have given without any reservations.

This is such a unique encounter! scary but am choosing to look at it from a different twist. I am glad i was a punching line where this dear person did resolve at releasing his steams. I don't know if this person was trying to play psychology with me or if he meant his words.I must be so naive to think otherwise. I now have a good reason to cut my communications with this so would be hacker of my life.... I am still shaken by this flip of encounter...haiya...God give me a heart full of your peace. A heart full of forgiveness and a heart that forebears my enemies. Of how these enemies can be lethal...but I have a super shield... I love you Jesus who is my shield and my comfort.

Despite all these, I will up my hope in you and sharpen my focus on things eternal Till my next post...adios